"I want to spend the rest of my life with you" you said that night. I wasn't surprised. well, you're not the first boy saying that to me. NO. I'm not saying that I'm so pretty or beautiful or whatever you call it that every single boy should have fallen in me in the very first time we talked. I was just wondering why boys are easy telling this kind of love expression to every single girl out there. And you, you didn't even know me well. We're not that close. How can you say that I was a girl you always prayed for. I have a lot of questions to ask. Since when, why and how you loved me, cause, again, we didn't talk too much before. The reasons you said weren't totally make sense to me. I found it hard to believe. And yeah, I chose not to believe you that night, doesn't mean that I don't like you. I was just protecting myself to not get hurt, I didn't want to rely my happiness on someone else. I didn't want to hurt you (too), trust me, even if I could, I wouldn't.
Still, thank you for delivering me those text tho :')
P.S. :
I wrote this a month ago, precisely on Monday, September 16th at 2.12 PM. I actually wrote many but I kept it on my notes cause I thought it wasn't necessary to be posted, but then I realize who cares about what I post since no one would read them lmao😆
